i mean, not really.
but you could say that.
actually winter break is pretty boring.
my mom and i did christmas just the two of us because my dad was in florida. it really bothered her, but i was really cool with it because we just chilled and had fun without him. it was good. i dont usually like christmas but this year was pretty nice. =]
im not really supposed to talk about this, but im kind of falling in love with zachs brother. maybe? yeah. thats weird for me to say, but im thinking its true. like, hes perfect. simple as that. ive heard that he's not, really. that hes going to hurt me because hes a player and a real douchebag. and i can see where girls have gotten that. but im taking a chance, and so far its paying off. =] its a little weird because i used to see him as like my big brother haha, but now its so much more than that. really. like, i love this kid. but he wants me to keep it a secret. and its kind of nice, but it hurts a little, i want to share this with everyone. but ultimately i can see the reasons for that, no one at school is going to understand and because hes 18 its not such a good idea, and his parents are pretty crazy, and really its not like we're dating or anything, he's not even my boyfriend. its different than that, and i know its not going to last forever, but thats kinda what i like about it.
so, thats that. idk if it made any sense. i just had to get that all out.
ive watched a shit load of movies over the break. i love movies a lot.
i got a new phone for christmas and i honestly didn't like it at first, but i do now. its really kind of nice. there's a couple things about it that bother me but ill get over it. its a good phone.
so, i think thats it. maybe ill edit this later as i remember whats been going down.
3 comments:
i think a christmas with just you and your mom sounds really nice also. im kinda getting sick of doing the same thing at my grandmas house with the whole family. i would like a small simple christmas for once. maybe something not so traditional.
haha you and aaron sound very interesting, to say the least. he seems a lil confusing to me. but maybe youve got him all figured out. i think its sweet that hes showing this much interest in you. i like him a whole lot more than zach. zach still texts jocelyn a whole lot. i dont like his indecision. it just gets people hurt and confused. but i think aaron is a nice kid. =]
i wish i had a new phone. i loved mine at first but now im just annoyed with it. but i get bored with things and people very easily so thats prolly why.
and jsyk, you will always be the coolest person i know =] anyone else [including austin] will just have to settle with a close second place. ^_^
you have to be careful with boys.... this one doesn't sound very good. he doesn't want to tell anyone? why? are you 13? no. this guy sounds like he just wants to get into your panties.
sorry, im just being honest.
do whatever you think is best, but im just warning you. cause i;ve been here before. and it sucked. and if its hurting you already, get out while you still can, before you get sucked in too deep.
omg katie =[ im so sorry but me AND taylor kinda agree with jessie. lmao even tho taylor cant even read this. but we both think that you shouldnt get too far into this =/
it is strange that he doesnt want to tell people about it. yeah hes 18 [rape] but why? i personally think you and him wouldnt be so silly as to go all the way or something like that. at least i hope so.
but im really afraid of you getting your heart broken by this kid. yeah, hes really nice and all. but, idk. =[ he has a reputation
im really sorry =/
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