Sunday 11 January 2009

you can keep tellin those lies, ill keep singin these shitty love songs.

so, things arent so great.
id like to talk about it, 
but im still at the point where thinking about it too much makes me cry.
and its not all bad, really. im head over heels in love, and ive never felt so wonderful in my life. its amazing to have someone who cares so much about you that theyre willing to sacrifice how they feel so that you're okay. but it sucks to know that many of the things you've heard about someone are true in the end. and when something seems to good to be true, it usually is. things arent over, theres still some talking to do. its just hard. and confusing. high school is a social deathtrap. and i guess thats all ive got to say for now.

2 comments:

ash_a_lily said...

ah katie i dont wanna be mean or anything like that =[ but i definitely do not think aaron is anywhere near the guy for you. yeah, hes charming and knows how to make you feel good. but he does that with a lot of other girls too. ugh this is really hard to say =/ but i dont think its love my dearie. i think its more like infatuation. youve found someone who will listen to you and talk to you and show you affection so youre drawn to it. idk its a lil hard to explain but i know ive felt that way before. im not saying my life is all figured out and perfect or anything, but...ugh aaron just isnt the type of guy you want to be in love with. =[ im sorry

Anonymous said...

be careful, i dont want you to get hurt. :(