loong post

so, last night i had what may have been the most vivid dream of my life. it's so hard to describe because i'm this close to believing that it actually happened and it's freaking the shit out of me. so, i was at the concert again w/ashley. we were watching forever the sickest kids. there were ten other kids there, maybe. my mom was there too, justin was not. the guy in ftsk who has a hair-straightening fetish and likes to wear headbands was magically the lead singer. this would be a lot easier if i knew their names, damn. anyway, he wasn't on the stage, he was down on the floor w/us and trying to make out with ashley. at least i'm pretty sure that's what he was doing. he had his mouth open and was like hitting her with his face...idk. she just bit his nose and he sang for her. lmao. then after their set we [we = me, ashley, ftsk, and a couple friends of theirs i think] were all hanging out in this house thing. i remember eating cheeseburgers with one guy who was definitely not in the band. oh, and we all took a bath together in their giant jacuzzi [of course].
i was extremely upset when i realized that it didn't actually happen. =[

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today i saw iron man. it was a really good movie. but i guess i'm impressed by every movie i see, so it's not like it was amazing or anything. the whole 126 minutes, i was thinking about this guy i know. iron man = self-absorbed, charming, supergenious workaholic engineer turned mature/introspective charming supergenious workaholic engineer. and this kid = both +add. of course i already think about this kid 24/7 so i guess that doesn't say anything special other than i = obsessive hopeless romantic.

the people in the theater were also very interesting. there was this clan of super comic nerds a few rows ahead of us who WOULD NOT SHUT THE FUCK UP!!! now, don't get me wrong, i love comic book nerds, but they need to learn how to shut their mouths when there are sane people present. they just ripped the movie apart and completely ruined it for me. there were also some of those elitist/ignorant rednecks who inhabit my retarded town. they were rocking out to the occasional black sabbath and ac/dc that played and just being overall retarded and loud. my dad's air guitar did not help either.
so i guess i'd give the whole experience a thumbs down.

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one more thing. i finished the book i've been reading. it's called anthem of a reluctant prophet by joanne proulx. stupid name, i know, but that book plain out kicked my ass. seriously, it threw me for a fucking loop. other than the fact that i'm magical and could pretty much predict the ending, it was completely mind-blowing. another one to add to the embarassing list of books that have made me cry.
i bought a couple more books yesterday. [i love reading, if you couldn't tell]. they were reviewed in this magazine and looked really good, so i picked them up. one is lamb by christopher moore and the other is perks of being a wallflower. i forget the author for that one, but they both look real good. =]

if you read this whole thing, you must really be interested in the life of a stranger, or super bored. either way, you can have my soul. because you're awesome.